Mask in Fairyland

I see a smile draw in my face

I look in the mirror if it is just a fake

I could tell that is just a mere mistake

‘Coz behind the smile is a heart that aches

I hear the sounds of my laugh

I made a joke, but I know it was just a bluff

I’ll be fooling myself even if it is tough

Pretending I am happy though I know I was cut

I’m living in my fairyland

That never knows the sadness that I have

I have the love that I needed in my life

And the happiness that serves as my light

But reality kicks in every night

‘Cause it was a place made out lies

A dream that I created in my mind

For me to run and my pain to hide

I’m asking myself

How long will it take?

How long will I cry?

How long my feelings should hide?

I didn’t even bother to think that I was wrong

For sometimes it makes me feel I’m strong

To face the truth that I am living all alone

After I take off the mask that I made to fool

Someday I wanna see myself smiling

Without a doubt that I’m only dreaming

Without looking back and see myself crying

Someday I want my life full of love and giggling